Shoulda Woulda Coulda

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I am beset by shoulda-woulda-coulda this evening. 

I should have known how sick Kishma was.  I should have gone out to visit sooner.  I should have gone to Fresno the first time she had chest pain.  I should have been there…

I would have been there to comfort her along with her beloveds.  I would have been able to say goodbye.  I would have been able to let her know everything in my heart and mind.

I could have visited her earlier.  I could have called more.  I could have written more. 

She was so strong in her desire to be a bright spirit.  But she let her sorrow out in a scribble.  Tan posted this on Facebook…

“Bones melt.  I know…they are.

Tan and Mark heads together.

Heart smiles for the future.

…Then tears = My future.”

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